"Were you proud of Tarquin before he sacrificed himself? And not just a turian soldier doing his duty but as your son?"
“I think about this all the time. I’ve realized, belatedly, that Tarquin must have wondered at it, too — ever unsure if he’d receive a word of censure or praise. Spirits, but I was so blind to it, to this conflict that I had not realized I’d created.
I don’t think he ever knew — but yes, I was proud of him. He was made a lieutenant at a very young age. Perhaps that inexperience…hurt him…in the end, but I can think of a dozen field commanders who would have made the same call.
I was harsh on him. Stern. I was his father and not his friend. That much, I don’t regret. But I loved him. I followed his accomplishments with pride. I watched him become a turian worthy of the Victus name. I know, now, that I had cast a long shadow over him. He lived always in comparison to his father. I wish I could have seen him become his own man — but that chance will never come.”
"₩ ((Arrives late with coffee))"
“The Commander’s a helluva woman. Helluva leader. She’s incomparable. The way she commands loyalty could put too many good Hierarchy generals to shame. I respect her, of course, but I also like her. She’s got fortitude, and a will as steely as any turian’s. I’ve witnessed her humor around the Normandy, the easy way she has with her crew. There’s a lot to admire about her, from her tactical mind to her soldier’s instinct. Her compassion
But she’s also just one person, and I fear she’s burdened with too much. She’ll carry the scars of war with her for the rest of her life. Of that, I have no doubt. I won’t lie; it worries me to see the kind of tasks she’s forced to take on. It’s not my place to interfere, but I can see it. I’m old enough and experienced enough to see the signs. If she didn’t have her crew to bolster he when she stumbles, the galaxy wouldn’t have even a hope of being saved.”
"04:What is your opinion of the asari race?"
“I share the viewpoint, I suppose, that most turians have. The asari are the most advanced race, and the most experienced. This gives them a tactical advantage on and off the battlefield. The spirits of our ancestors are proud to see our species carrying on such a long and distinguished alliance with them. We may have superior martial might, but we would be fools indeed to attempt to outmaneuver them.
Sometimes, I think, the asari are too fractious. They are like humans, in this. Their notion of personal freedom often runs counter to the needs of their people as a whole. This isn’t exactly mystifying to me, but it’s very telling about their culture. They simply do not value the greater need in the way that turians do. The system of their Republic might be democratic, but it’s also divisive, unlike the unified government of the Hierarchy. I consider the asari staunch allies, but I don’t always trust their methods.”
"₩ ((Yeah yeah I know they've had like one meeting)"
“He seems the amiable sort. Not cut out for long military hauls, but that’s alright. He’s done his service, and that’s enough. Someone I wouldn’t mind seeing more of — capable, perhaps, and dedicated.”
"₩"
“Spirits…Garrus Vakarian. A loaded name in a time like this. Polarized. A third of the galaxy admires him, a third hates the example he sets, and the rest are locked and loaded, seeking their revenge. He deserves all of it — but hell if I don’t pray he comes out on top.
He’s far from orthodox, and that’s exactly what our people need right now. I’m easily the most progressive turian of my rank, but Vakarian far surpasses me. You can’t just duplicate the kind of bond he has with the krogan and quarian peoples. The humans. Species that had long been called ‘enemy’ sit in our councils, fight by our side, die with us. He gets it. I may work within the system — Vakarian defies it. ‘What system?’ He’s made countless enemies like this, but he has good people at his back, watching his six.
We’ll butt heads from time to time —”
{ an unrestrained laugh }
"—but considering his relationship with the krogan Clan Chief, that shouldn’t surprise me. I know there are arguments, disagreements, heated words in our future. I’m ready for it. I trust him to put us in our place and call us out when we deserve it. He’s the dynamism the Hierarchy desperately needs, whether we like it or not.
I’m proud of the kid, even if he can’t see in himself what I so easily can. He’s smart. Savvy. Pragmatic. He’s dedicated as hell and he actually cares. Maybe he’d cringe at Die For the Cause, but he embodies our anthem better than anyone I know. Someday, perhaps, he’ll see why.”
"₩ [ I'M LEAPING FOR IT. ]"
“Gael—ha. A damn good turian. A better one than me. It was her dossier that first brought her to my attention, plus her service on Fedorian’s detail. She’s still guilty, I think, for his death, and no measure of success with a new Primarch could fill that void. It’s hard to deal with the death of your squad like that. Menae was hell, but she came through it. Sometimes I wish she could see it.
She’s a biotic, too, and it’s made her strong. It’s brought her challenges, turian as she is. She’s been forced to reevaluate her perspective on the the galaxy, and to endure the burden of her talents. Together, we’ve already begun the implementation of the biotic reintegration program. It’s a helluva time to start a project this massive in scale — but time isn’t on our side anymore.
I admire her. She’s got her flaws, yeah, but she forgives me, mine. She’s kinder than I am, but just as patient. More, in some regards. I rely on her more than she realizes; she keeps me afloat. I’d drown in this war without the chance to come up for air, and she gives me that. Above all, I suppose, she represents the hope in my life like no one else could. someday, perhaps, she’ll realize that, too.”
"₩"
“A well-intentioned kid. That’s obvious. He has a lot to overcome. Regrets that have to be dealt with, in time. He’s young. A greenhorn. It shows — but he’s got courage, too. He might not always realize it, but I see that the Alvia has pluck. He’s no orthodox turian, but maybe that’s alright.”
"2, 14, 17"
2. Does your character have any noteworthy features? Freckles? Dimples? A scar somewhere unusual? etc.
He has various scars around his body throughout the years, as well as some aging on the plates of his face. Still, nothing is really distinct enough to stand out or be memorable. (Also answered here.)
14. Are they a team player or do they prefer to be solo?
He works well with teams. However, his cooperation is largely contingent on his role. For the most part, he trusts when others are in a position of leadership, but never so much as when he trusts himself. He works most effectively as a commander, but he still prefers to fight side-by-side with his men.
17. Is your character an introvert or an extrovert? How do they handle big crowds of people?
He’s an extrovert. He does love going out and spending time with people, but he’s selective; both about what he’ll do and who he’ll do it with. He has a small number of people he cares about, and with them he’s very sociable. Adrien’s neutral to most other people. On the other hand, he’s perfectly content with solitude and quiet. He’s spent many years like that, anyway. Victus is calm in large crowds. However, he might have flashbacks if these crowds get rowdy — he doesn’t have PTSD, per se, but it will draw his attention, briefly, to memories of battles he’s had. It won’t particularly jar him, however. (Also answered here.)
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23. Do they prefer romance or affection? What is the quickest way to your character’s heart?
He’s very much a romantic at heart, although not foolishly so. He’ll walk into things eyes-open. While he’s not expressly cynical, he’s realistic. He wasn’t planning on entering any relationships after the death of his wife. Even so, one of the most important elements of a bond with a partner would require an immense amount of trust and respect. Without these traits, it’s not going to go anywhere.
He’s charmed by optimism — not naivety. Looking towards the future with hope, even with the understanding that it may be doomed all the same — is important to him. Someone with this quality will surely charm him, as would a strong sense of justice and compassion. It’s traits of character, above all else, that make a great emotional impact on him.