Anonymous:
"Were you proud of Tarquin before he sacrificed himself? And not just a turian soldier doing his duty but as your son?"

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“I think about this all the time.  I’ve realized, belatedly, that Tarquin must have wondered at it, too — ever unsure if he’d receive a word of censure or praise.  Spirits, but I was so blind to it, to this conflict that I had not realized I’d created.

I don’t think he ever knew — but yes, I was proud of him.  He was made a lieutenant at a very young age.  Perhaps that inexperience…hurt him…in the end, but I can think of a dozen field commanders who would have made the same call.

I was harsh on him.  Stern.  I was his father and not his friend.  That much, I don’t regret.  But I loved him.  I followed his accomplishments with pride.  I watched him become a turian worthy of the Victus name.  I know, now, that I had cast a long shadow over him.  He lived always in comparison to his father.  I wish I could have seen him become his own man — but that chance will never come.”

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