You did what?! || imperatorvictus

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The sound of his own name made him stop in his tracks, caught completely off-guard. He’d never expected the Primarch to call him by his given name. Especially not considering the kind of noise he was making, complaining about this whole thing.

Garrus turned slowly, his expression clearly one of puzzlement and bewilderment, mixed with the fury that had not yet gone from his eyes. The war was over, the Reapers were history and still he could not catch a damn break. For over four years he had fought this war, long before any of them had even believed Shepard. For over four years he had traipsed across the galaxy, ran errands for the Alliance and the Council and all manner of politicians, put his neck on the line more than warranted, sometimes even for menial and unnecessary “missions.”

And just when he had thought it was over, even considering how miserable and lonely he was given Shepard’s condition, they dropped this on him?

Thank you very much for your accomplishments and role in ending the war, Vakarian, please help yourself to more responsibilities, we’re sure your shoulders can hold the weight. Yes, of course, you have more than proven your worth. What do you mean you don’t want them? Well, that’s too bad, you’re gonna have to take them anyway.

Fuck that. Fuck that to the other side of the terminus systems. Fuck it through the damn Omega-4 Relay thrice over. He’d rather face another thresher maw on foot.

And still, he had no choice. High Command had made its decision, and High Command he would obey. Mostly. Not without a fight first, though.

He listened to Victus, if only barely, and it infuriated him. It infuriated him because Victus was right. He knew what it was like to be pulled from the place you’re supposed to be, with no say on the matter. He damned fucking knew, and Garrus had been the one to break the news to him, together with Shepard.

His mind was reeling, and he swallowed hard, fingers curling into fists as he stood straight and looked Victus in the eye. ”Yeah, well, at least it’s your middle years, Sir.” He scoffed, subvocals laced with unconcealed bitterness. “I am barely thirty, I just helped end a war I’ve been fighting far longer than any of you, and how do they thank me? With a damned desk job as a politician, no less!” He was raising his voice, he knew. He didn’t quite care.

“Why, it’s perfect! This was exactly how I planned to spend the better part of my life!” He was pacing again. Victus’ last words, however, made him turn on the Primarch, his expression ferocious.

"I’ve earned that much? I’ve earned that much?!” He was almost hysterical, beside himself with anger and frustration and a number of other feelings he couldn’t quite place, as he painfully punctuated each word to drive the point home. This was a joke, and a really distasteful one, at that. “Do you know what I think I’ve earned, Primarch? A damned break, that’s what. One you people are denying me because you are completely incapable of holding the damn galaxy together without Shepard around to keep you all on a leash and help you play nice with the other races. So now her role falls to me, because you damn well know I’m as capable as she is of calling bullshit and building ‘diplomatic’ bridges.” He stopped pacing again. He was agitated, his breathing shallow, his heart beating fast in his chest. He could hear the blood rushing in his ears, and he knew he was completely justified in his behavior.

If he had overstepped the line —which he probably had,— he really did not care.

    It sure as hell wasn’t a tirade that Victus was used to hearing.  Who’d dare to challenge the Primarch of Palaven like this?  It wasn’t arrogance, not exactly.  He was simply a man accustomed to obedience, to commands and dictates being carried out along the natural hierarchy.  Harmonious.  Sensible. Orderly.  …Vakarian was none of those things.

   He’d caught the look of puzzlement that had crossed Garrus’ face, withering the rage, even if only for a moment.  And why should Adrien not call him that?  Vakarian was a peer, now, and one whom he respected immensely.  While he might not have approved of this tantrum, he did not fully begrudge the ex C-Sec officer his right to have it.  The whole operation had been handled poorly; the vote went out of his hands.  High Command demanded a new Primarch, and Garrrus’ name had come up.  When asked on his recommendation, Victus had not lied. 

                                                    –They would find none better.

  And yet, Adrien had known, even as the Primarchy came to a consensus, that he was sealing the young war hero into his own tomb.  It was the turian way to make sacrifices.  He had lost his own son to the galaxy’s conflicts.  He had made his own, in turn.  And now the Hierarchy demanded the same of Vakarian – and hell if he wouldn’t answer the call.  He didn’t have a choice.  That did not mean, however, that Victus would not try to lend a hand, if he could.  Already he was working to petition the council to allow Garrus time.  It was what he needed.  What he deserved.

        { And Victus could not deny that he was being calculating about it – offer himself as an

            ally in all this; fight for Garrus’ right to be relieved of duty, if only for a little while.

                     He’d come back, eventually.  An uneventful life was not in the man’s blood. }

    The old general slowly raised himself up with a private sigh, pads of his talons barely grazing the surface of his desk, his shoulders taut like bowstrings, yet they remained stooped.  He cast an even glance to Garrus from beneath the dark ridges of his browplates, not yet standing at his full height.

   He knew, even if Vakarian did not – or did not care – that it was precisely these qualities that so endeared the younger turian to him.  It was a damned strength, of character and of spirit, that animated the newest Primarch even now.  He might have stepped neatly (hell, leaped) over the boundary of professionalism, but Victus keenly understood the need driving Vakarian forward.  The anger, the motivation to escape the cage that had so effectively sprung up around him.  Adrien had felt the same.

   He stood, wordless, until Garrus had said his peace.  He paid no heed to the spitting vitriol, the accusations flung at him, slights both real and imagined.  "What do you think Shepard would say about you, right now?” He asked his question quietly.  There was no need to raise his voice.  What he’d done would sting well enough.

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